better than the last

it's the new year, so happy 2002, i guess. i'm in atlanta, with many mixed feelings. i fear i am an inconvenience, an uninvited burden. i feel...detached. not a part of their lives anymore.

i miss my car. and my room. i want to get back to california, but not back to school.

but it's official, my job offer is in dm. so i guess i'll accept it. um. yeah, i guess that is what to do, right?

i think so.